Today was awful, woke up to a broken fride freezer which was not the highlight of my day, not what I need when money is tight and there’s no stable income….
I’ve just wanted to shut myself away in my own world in a dark room and not be pestered by anyone, but I’ve solidered through it as I always do, head high back straight and a smile on my face. Very emotional very on edge. So damn tired all the time and I don’t even know why, I’m sleeping well , at least I think I am. Its weird for me I feel like I sleep but EVERY morning I wake up I can never remember getting into bed or going to sleep. I’ve wanted to curl up in a ball and rock myself back to sleep .
Just want one day to go right for me and to have a happy day and be positive but right now that’s not looking very likely. Feels like I’m on a lonely road even though I’m surrounded by love and people ….